Sunday, January 21, 2007
oUtFiELd t0ts
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2dae was my 1st outfield in SISPEC and we were taught abt sect formations.. personally i felt tt the exp is quite fun.. i played the role of a sect com and it's like adventure and play.. this is perhaps 1 of the best trainings..
however.. the deflation of the dae is crazy OC.. firstly he told the company i/c to move the company into the field so tt when it rains.. we had 2 endure all tt conditionsand weather.. it realli rained 4 a while but we proceed back 2 the trainin shed.. he came out again and talk wif all tt pride and heavy trainin stuff in the daes 2 come.. sometimes i wonder how the instructors could stand him.. i felt tt at times he is humanly insane when things get too comfy 4 us..
in short.. he wans 2 make life in SISPEC difficult 4 us..
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it's my christian bdae yesterdae.. wat was i doin yesterdae?? outfield.. im so overwhelmed by the trainin and worse still.. the instructor aka my sect com..
all my sect mates ar severly pressured by his words and actions.. most of the time i dunno wat 2 do but this instructor keep on shoutin and pressurin until everythin became blurr...
the dilemma i hav is this: i noe i can lead.. i can take care of 6 men.. but perhaps not in the inf unit.. i dun like the way.. the style and the plan of trainin.. look.. tomolo's sun already.. y am i still here??
crazy OC!! planned things 4 us so tt we could not find time 2 enjoy ourselves!! we ar not regulars.. we need freedom!! how could he lock us emotionally like this?? jus becoz he wans 2 clmib up 2 the top means he will do anythin even if he needs 2 tear us apart??
wEiwEi|6:46 PM
