Sunday, January 28, 2007
n0 w0nDeR..
i came back home wif my emotions battered beated and wounded.. and physically to.. and i finally understand y..
Dr AR Bernard msgs 4 these 2 daes has realli opened up my mind and opened up my eyes in my reality.. the reason y im like tt 4 the past wk is becoz i did not put value on God's word and i ended up the way i am..
but wat realli drilled into my mind is this: ppl will onli value me accordin 2 their emotions.. but God will always set a std of value and His perception of me nv changes..
most of the time when i failed 2 become wat i am.. i copied wat others ar and i realized tt i hav failed too becoz i am not them.. and the worst thing is when i become more like them.. i will keep on failin jus becoz im not them..
too chim?? it simply means jus 2 b simply me and all things will eventually come 2 a gd end..
the word tt Dr Bernard preached was so powerful tt i set myself 2 b wat God wans me 2 b.. i woke up this mornin feelin tired as usual.. wan 2 get back 2 slp but i rem the word.. i stood strong and waited 4 the LORD.. and slowly but surely i began 2 draw strength from God.. and i continued in my prayer lang.. and finally after a while it felt realli gdd.. when i finished prayin.. i went 2 brush my teeth and when i looked myself into the mirror.. i saw myself carryin the glory of God which i had nv seen 4 a long longgg time.. it was perhaps the 1st time this yr...
the msg tt Dr Bernard preached 4 these 2 daes?? 10/10.. period.
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