Thursday, December 14, 2006
FaDiNg
after 3 months not bein exposed 2 the real world.. it seems tt im not operatin in the right way it was supposed 2 b..
the last time i rem myself as a nice guy.. slow 2 anger and bein patient in many things.. and bein out wif gals is like a norm.. nothin special..
suddenly there was this biggg twist..
my temper probs came back as quick as possible.. nowadays i wan everythin quick and chope chope and no nonsense and if there's delay or watsoeva.. i will screamin within my inner soul and hopefully the other party and hear it in his/her heart.. amd it seems weird goin out wif gals.. its unusual.. ehhh no wrong.. its uneasi..
but here comes the worse part..
like mani other guys do.. i find it weird tt gals hav 2 go thru emotions.. do all the silly things.. b4 they arrive the solution of their problems..
y cant they do it chop chope??
this is the part tt i refused 2 accept myself havin this kinda mentality..
coz im a person who USED TO understand their emotions.. noe wat they ar goin thru.. help them 2 oevrcome their emotions and pointin them 2 the right way..
im realli stuck in a chaotic and conflictin mindset in my life.. i seriously need 2 pray abt it.. do pray 4 me too..
wEiwEi|11:51 AM
