Sunday, November 26, 2006
tHe PpL tH0uGhTs
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the dae was a rollercoaster.. the destination ended wif the passengers crashin over..
when i booked out 4 my checkup.. i tot tt after the checkup i hav time 2 hav a gd meal and do some shoppin wif my civilian clothes.. indeed theer was time but the shoppin was unfruitful.. nevertheless im disappointed but i tot i would go back 2 tekong and had a gd rest after tt..
when i went back there.. i realized tt 1 of the mates lost his retainin pin in his rifle.. the nxt thing i noe is tt the whole platoon had 7 mistakes they made tt dae accordin 2 sgt francis..
immediately i could sense tt everyone is so unhappi and the atmosphere is verii tense.. the rain outside my window wont seem 2 cease anytime from now..
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2dae was my grenade assault course.. jus like any other dae.. everythin was regimental.. however.. while we were waitin 4 our turn.. sgt ng talked 2 us and the topic turned 2 my church..
i boldly declared tt im part of city harvest.. like any other ppl out there.. he talked how bad the reputation had been ruined.. however.. most of the time i jus smile and spoke up in a wise manner..
it ended up as a decent conversation as it was focused 2 other directions..
personally.. i enjoyed the conversation verii much becoz in the army u dun had much gddd conversations dae in and out.. most of it ar jus commands.. instructions.. and all other sorts of thrash talks..
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i realized in BMT the common practise is this: either become an officer.. or become a rifle man.. do not become a spec becoz u ar always stuck in the middle and stress levels comes from both sides..
i tell u honestly.. i greatly condemn this attitude..
it simply means tt the person wants 2 run away from prob and usu ppl like this would not b overcomers or conquerors of their probs..
however.. it seems tt most ppl also do not wan 2 bear havy responsibilities for themselves and become men.. i greatly condemn this attitude too.. the greatest qn is: how can u become a real man when u ar not bold enuff 2 take responsibilities??
wEiwEi|6:56 AM