Sunday, October 22, 2006
cHaNgEs
1 mth in the army.. and now i view the world differently.. however.. its onli 1 mth.. yet things change fast..
perhaps 1 possible fact is tt when im locked up in tekong i do not noe wat the world is like except from newspapers.. however the world tt is nearer 2 me is wat im pretty concerned..
1 veriii gd and typical example is my physical and spiritual family..
my family - younger bro had his life turned upside down and condition is from bad 2 worse.. all the best 2 his A levels.. period.
my spiritual family (which is the cg) - its always like this.. when im gone 4 some reasons.. the cg will prosper and ppl lives will change and new friendzz will come in.. not sae im a jinx lahz.. coz aniwae i witness growth in cg also mahz.. but then its jus deja vu again like last yr.. last yr nicko dino and the young p6s came.. this yr xin hong brought friendzz and huang ya came.. then i began 2 view our bros in the cg verii differently.. i find tt their spiritual level is relatively gdd and 4 all this while.. i did not see tt gddd side of them..
how silly and naive i am back then..
but this change tt occur is realli gdd... however some tt changed is not towards the gdd but the badd.. rather some ppl fall back 2 their old ways and became worse..
and i realize: long hrs of talkin.. much efforts of helpin.. they realli look 2 u and put some form of dependance on u.. but when u ar gone.. they hav no one 2 depend on.. they fall back..
ouch.. but as 4 me.. i hav 2 realli strengthen myself physically.. mentally.. emotionally.. spirtually 2 prepare another dae of challenge..
wEiwEi|9:07 PM
