Friday, April 07, 2006
uNeXpEcTeD
ok 2dae i woke up of the bed from a bad dream.. im still tramautized by the fact tt bad dream which shows tt the clock stood still 2am in the middle of the nite.. in a desperate moment i prayedand the clock seems 2 resume 2 normal as it suddenly shows 4am.. but the dream worsened whereby my thoughts ar brought into alot of unknown things and situations and i woke up and i dunno where am i..
the nxt thing i knew is tt i walk out of my bedroom startin 2 feel a little giddy.. and soon i flt a little feverish.. so i found out tt i was sick.. i call charlene and she was kind enuff 2 tell me tt i need not produce an MC..
so i try my best 2 get healed.. i rested on bed wif a cold towel over my head.. a bible on my hand and my mouth began 2 worship God.. within 1 hr the fever subsided and i could feel no heat on teh forehead at all.. so i tot i ould go and work but my grandma urged me 2 stay at home and rest.. so i heed her advice and wanted 2 play some com games..
so cong recommended me a prog 2 install so tt i could burn my newly downloaded game file as image files.. but when i do so the com started 2 hang.. and b4 i knew it my windows had problems and i didnt even hav the chance 2 backup.. the result?? all my documents, my pics, my tuition worksheets ar all wiped away..
i realized tt my backup files ar wif alan.. so i trvelled all the way 2 jurong 2 meet him up.. and when im on my way bro anson called again tellin me 2 submit the worksheets and reprimandin me 4 not bein able 2 submit my worksheets on time.. furthermore he sae tt pastor wans 2 see me this sat 11am.. immediately i was shocked.. i ddint noe wat 2 sae and do.. and when i reached jurong alan did not bring the phone and i waited him and searched him high and low in the control station onli 2 find him 20min later sittin in a corner..
i tot tt's the end of my troubles.. i jus wish tt somebody would b wif me backin me up.. at the same time i felt tt God has forsaken me.. im so depressed..
but when i went 2 cg.. i actualli did the unthinkable.. when i shared my testimony i mentioned abt God's healin.. i wan 2 illustrate how miserable i am when im sick.. but i jus opened my mouth and sae,
"God is gd.."
immediately the atmosphere changed.. the presence of God came 2 administer 2 us.. i walked out of the cg feelin refreshed and ended the dae transformed..
wEiwEi|12:15 AM
