Monday, April 24, 2006
a RiDe 2 HeLL
there's no need 2 buy a ticket 2 hell.. u will get one and it'll b given free unexpectedly 2 u..
b4 the operation of my throat.. the pain was so unbearable.. at tt time i felt like dyin.. now the prob here is not u ar dyin... it is when u cried out 4 God and the pain doesn't seemed 2 subside..
the worst part is tt durin the operation.. u ar not knocked out by the jab.. but u stood there wif ur mouth open waitin 4 the needle 2 b operated at ur throat.. soon after i felt masses of poison spittin out of my mouth.. the poison was so grossed as it was like a huge lump of spoilt cockles piled and laid in front of me.. 1 is already enuff 2 make me sick.. the whole pile came 2 me.. the smell was so unbearable tt i vommitted out my lunch.. the process of vommittin.. operatin felt tt my body could not bear any longer 2 live..
but after the operation i rested in the hospital and i was discharged.. and the doc sae tt it was perfectly alrite..
so i tot hell was finally in my life.. at least i lived.. 2 fight another dae in this broken down world..
happily i tot it was over.. so i went JB wif 3 friendz on sunday.. jus 2 take a retreat from singapore stressful life.. lolzz..
a so-called retreat indeed.. the outin sems gd initially.. but when dinner comes its terrible..
a tune was played over the loud speakers in the restaurant.. one of my friendz sae.. "this tune is so depressin.. can we get out of here??" i looked at her and she seemed terrible.. the bubble tea drink beside her hand is like a glass of beer.. and her emotions were literally drunk.. then when i asked 4 the bill my friendz sae, "nvm.. i pay 4 it.. i treat u all.."
"ar u ok??" one of the others asked..
"yeah im fine.." she answered.. "this songz is so depressin.. let's get out of here.." and so when we got out she began 2 spill out the burdens tt she hav...
this aint no retreat.. i tot to myself.. i can see deep sorrow within her heart.. the sorrows were so deep tt it literally poisons one's soul 4 those who dun hav elixir of life (which is.. the salvation of Christ.. lolzz...) 4 a moment i can see tt it's so deep and immeasurable.. hell crashed her door and hades knocked on her life.. it seems tt i stood there not knowin wat 2 do and watch the events go on..
the nxt mornin i prayed.. i prayed 4 the restoration of my own salvation.. the life of God indeed brings peace 2 our hearts.. jus like wat the psalmist david saes, God has laid green pastures 4 us.. and the life of God is supposed 2 b like tt..
wEiwEi|10:25 PM
