Thursday, January 19, 2006
mY cHrIsTiAn bDaE
i rem on this dae 2 yrs ago.. i felt so convicted in the heart.. i told angela.. i wan 2 b a christian.. and at tt time angela prayed 4 me.. a week later sis esther knew of my salvation and approached me and prayed 4 me too.. then soon afterwards came the daes of persecution.. perseverance.. refining.. mouldin..
and tt's wat i am 2dae..
lookin back.. a tough time i came here.. if i were to throw away of my experiences tt i had durin these 2 yrs is equivalent 2 throwin away of my life.. the mistakes and wrong behaviors i made were being kept in my brain and in my heart so tt i will not 4get them wat i did..
most imporatntly.. the word tt has been preached.. the presence of God tt i had felt over the past 2 yrs is a real time and real life experience.. i cried.. im convincted.. im transformed.. all those turning pts of my life.. they were there onli to make me better..
behold.. new things will come.. in 2006 God wans me 2 b ready.. but sometimes is jus tt we ar too used of bein an obedient soldier and we do not wan 2 step out 2 become an obedient general or marshal.. indeed there was a call 2 rise up.. but where will i go?? i dunno.. wat would i b in church?? i dunno.. these ar the answers i wan from these qns but yet God would not reveal till he finds it suit..
so there u go.. there is a certainty for failures and problems tt will arise right from the start.. when God wans 2 prosper me he make sure i'll get some setback 1st b4 i get my payback.. but come 2 tink of it.. firstly im already immuned 2 all these stuff and secondly.. it's better 2 hav setbacks 1st then setbacks later.. coz it will lead 2 destruction if setbacks is 4 the later..
well 1 thing's 4 sure.. the challenge will come real soon.. im waiting.. im waitinggggggg...
wEiwEi|12:20 AM
