Saturday, January 21, 2006
BrEaK n0w
it's 12 midnight.. i felt like venting all my frustrations by thrashing someone 7-0 in a 1-on-1 bball game..
well fat hope.. ppl will jus thrash me wif thrash and thrash water on me 4 disturbin the silence..
i grow weary of all the projects and the group.. it seems tt when the most crucial part and season of the project stage the grp members were not seeking a breakthru but instead throwin all kinds of problems on me.. and finally i couldn't take it and blasted, "hey.. i've done 2 out of 4 components.. cant u all jus do the other 2??" immediately the grp fell silent.. onli a reply came back 2 me was, "well it's ur project too.. so cant u jus help??" no one agreed wif tt statement.. and i jus carry on wif my own business..
as 4 the projects.. thank God the things tt im supposed 2 do were done.. it's so easi.. tasks assigned will b completed as the fastest time possible coz when i dunno wat 2 do.. i dun jus sit there and whine and cried like a spoilt brat sayin, "ohhh.. i dunno how 2 do.. it's so tough.. im hopeless.. also helpless.. how?? how?? how??" i always believe there is a way out.. aint no mountain gonna put wEiwEi down..
jus like my attachment period.. im already countin my daes when all the projects ar over by 3rd feb.. it's abt 2 wks from now.. it'll b real quick.. i realli dunwan 2 hear anythin abt them anymore.. it's amazin tt i can tolerate the nonsense for 6 mths.. im jus bein too kind.. and the kindness tt i gave it's like cheap grace.. as if they hav tt kind of favor like the air tt they breathe..
im gonna break now.. and i need a gd break.. seriously..
wEiwEi|12:06 AM
