Monday, January 09, 2006
b0nDeD
there's jus so mani things 2 do.. so mani tasks on hand.. so mani responsibilities tt tie me down..
1st is projects.. then there ar proj discussions.. research.. and then term tests is nxt wk.. tutors ar tryin hard 2 fail us..
i tell u somethin.. pastor told us b4 tt God set us tests so tt we can pass..
but men set tests so tt we can fail.. how ironic.. if onli the setters ar christians.. they will understand better..
remember?? God mercies always truimph over judgment?? where's there's judgment, God remembers mercy??
blah.. this seems foolish 2 them.. 2 them realli it makes no sense..
but it seems tt so mani tasks tt realli tie me down.. i felt tt those discussions. progress checks.. realli makes no sense 4 my purpose in life.. and when i find tt the purpose in my life does not match wif the things tt i do and the things i do kept on tormentin my soul and spirit.. tt's realli like hebrew ppl livin in egypt..
ohh how i wish God would sned plagues, frogs and locusts to the land.. but tt's impossible aniwae.. i dun wannna b a spiritual terrorist and b charged b4 the judgment seat..
it's jus 1 more month.. jus like attachment period.. 1 more month and im off 2 army and then 2 more yrs later.. the decision of my life will start..
ohh well.. the future.. how scary can it get.. firstly u ar old.. then u need 2 make big time choices.. but i'll jus leave tt in God's hands..
wEiwEi|9:21 PM
