Sunday, November 13, 2005
cRuShEd bUt n0t FaLLeN
it was a terrible week i had been.. probably the most troublin week tt i hav in my whole life and i realli wan 2 break down.. my heart is so discouraged tt i made a promise 2 myself not 2 join the travel industries in the near future...
firstly it was my own carelessness.. i tink i 4get 2 submit my order 4 the air ticket and i hav 2 pay for an amt outstanding of $170 to the company.. i was further threatened by the accounts dept sayin tt if i delay my compensation payment they would charge me even more.. thankfully.. my senior colleague regine rang them up and reprimanded their methods... but still i paid the price for carelessness..
secondly it was a customer not payin the balance amt as she claimed tt she had actualli informed us earlier tt she wans 2 cancel the trip and postpone it 2 the nxt feb.. and in the end it aroused the operators as they demand the customer 2 pay the air tickets and the cancellation charges.. so my supervisor and 2gether wif my senior regine helped me again and they demand the customer 2 pay or else they would bring this matter 2 the authorities.. rite now i do not noe how this had worked out.. but all i can do is pray..
and my spirit is so weak.. all the time i feel like faintin.. at times i wan 2 cry out but i hav no strength.. recently i jus thought of the Father taking me home.. but God jus wouldn't even hear of it and ignored simply..
it jus seemed tt i hav 2 go on like this wounded.. jus like the famous england referee say, "if a player is havin a bad game he is subed.. if im havin a bad game i would hav 2 grit my teeth and carry on.." and yes rite now its a bad week.. bad job.. bad environment.. bad customers.. but tt's jus my job.. i still hav 2 go on..
wEiwEi|12:49 PM