Friday, October 14, 2005
MaKe 0r BrEaK
my life is now hangin at a balance.. dunno wat 2 do..
when my supervisor doris told me tt she had bad news.. she meant it.. she sae tt the lady boss insist the attachment students 2 stay on at the weekends so tt we "could learn more".. but she didnt realize she will damage the wellbeing of the students.. well aniwae she might hav tot, "wat's the wellbeing of these students 2 me?? they come and go, wouldn't commit 2 the company.. take our wages and write a report.. and perhaps would not even increase the company's profit and yet tire down the senior staffs into guidin and assistin them.. "
how wrong she was.. how i wish tt i could tok 2 her face 2 face 4 a negotiation.. or i wish i was a union leader..
and it realli struck me wat a renowned soccer player sae b4, "ppl always complained tt life isn't fair.. but the fact is life isnt always fair.. coz if it's fair.. it would b called "fair".. but it isn't.. it is called "life".." how rite he was i tot.. u lose some and u gain some.. unequal amt altogether..
and this is perhaps my last sunday service.. from nxt wk onwards i would join xin hong ex cg members 4 cg and service for the nxt dunno how mani long wks.. i pray tt it will b fast.. real fast.. or else the daes would jus b as tormenting as ever..
as i rem b4 tt i wrote in the previous entries tt im expectin a change real fast.. im already well prepared.. u would probably wan 2 ask me, "well... will u miss anyone??" i will ans, "no.."
"haha.. surely u would miss some wonderful memories 2gether wif the cg.."
"no.."
"not even the gals or guys in the cg tt hav once touched and impacted ur lives verii much??"
"no.."
"realli no regrets??"
"no"
wEiwEi|10:59 PM
