Saturday, September 03, 2005
tHe WoRd tt WaS Sp0kEn
i was supposed 2 wake up at 730 but i realized i woke up at 830.. so after quick preparations.. im ready 2 rush out of the hse 2 do and print the song sheets.. but i realized tt i dun hav my note bk.. i looked up and down 4 it but cant find.. in the end i gave up and grabbed a new note bk and rushed off..
reached sch at 1030 and started doin the song sheets.. i tot tt wat i did was realli nice and appealin.. but when the printer printed the song sheets out.. my heart sank.. it was not as gd as i expected as it was way beyond my minimum expectations.. but i realized tt i hav no time liaoz so i jus rushed off 2 church 4 tuition.. and the bus did not come quickly so i took a cab 2 lavendar and take MRT 2 church.. and there goes my $$$.. (earli in the mornin everythin seems wrong.. im realli getting frustrated at tt pt..)
so after tuition i hav 2 rush down 4 cg.. and at this time i verii tired already becoz last nite i onli slept for a few hrs.. and i tot i could not make it.. but when cg praise started i tot i was alrite.. so after the sharing of testimonies (which is written at the
s25 blog) it is time 2 worship God..
its realli been a long time since i felt such wonderful presence.. and in the midst of worshippin God.. i had a vision..
i saw myself in the desert worshippin God and lookin up 2 heaven seekin God.. and God spoke, "no one is goin 2 fight wif u ur battle.. onli Me and u ar goin 2 go thru all these 2gether.." and in my heart i cried.. coz the road is lonely.. the journey is perilous.. but i believe.. everythin's gonna work out wif God..
xin hong, willy, evelyn, daryl and sis esther took turns 2 giv a word in the cg.. and the word context were mainly similar.. it mainly saes tt God is always wif us.. encouragin us.. strengthening us.. all we need is 2 worship Him.. lift up our burdens and cast our cares upon Him.. and subsequently the worship ended and sis esther began 2 preach the word abt steppin out in faith.. and after tt the sermon ended and we were told 2 pray 4 each other.. so i prayed wif keith.. after i blessed and ended my prayer wif keith.. keith then prophesied and prayed 4 me.. and when he prophesied he spoke,
"u already had the aniontin.. but God wans u 2 step out in faith this time round.. coz previously u tot u dun hav the power and grace of God.. but in actual fact u hav.. so step out in faith and speak!!"
and it was so true.. all these while i hav been deceived.. but rite now im gonna believe who God is and believe tt when i speak.. the atmosphere would always b significantly diff..
wEiwEi|11:24 PM
