Wednesday, September 07, 2005
tt SIT pApEr
im supposed 2 study 4 my PCM test tomolo.. but i tink its gonna b alrite.. i'll mugg until late at nite later..
last nite it was a realli hard pressed time 4 me.. coz it was last nite then i started revisin my notes.. i studied and studied.. and up till 4.30am.. i could not take it anymore.. i ask myself, "y am i doin all these?? y i wan 2 work so hard 4 wat..aniwae.. ppl dun care if i get A or jus passed.. might as well flunk the paper!!" but i rem wat ps tan preached abt stayin on course and finishin strong in God.. and immediately i turned back and continued muggin until 6am.. slept for abt 2 hrs and rushed down 2 sch..
and when i reached sch.. i met tt low nguan kiang along the walkway.. i was like.. ohhh no.. not a gd start.. see him earli in the mornin and it was b4 the commencement of my paper!! sylvia claimed tt it is a "curse" when i saw him jus now.. but i dun realli believe in curses lahz.. aniwae i came in.. read the papers.. already confident 2 ans.. then there came in low nguan kiang again!! immediately i was so depressed 2 the max.. at tt pt i felt like cryin and wished tt he would jus disappear out of the exam room..
and he stood there wif arms folded.. lookin sternly at us and expressin his veteran tourist lecturer charisma.. i feel like puking.. and i tink its becoz of him tt i took almost 1 hr to complete my section A.. man thank God i can finish everythin in time..
i tink 4 tt paper i will lose abt 14 marks or also.. but my expectant range of marks is between A- B+.. quite a big range i mus sae.. i wasn't too expectant either.. coz i dunwan 2 meet up wif disappointment and then develop bitterness wif the veteran lecturer.. lolzz..
wEiwEi|8:19 PM