Wednesday, August 24, 2005
Wat aM i d0in??
firstly u screw up the trip 2 bangkok.. then u screw up ur life.. nxt thing u knew screwed up wif the things of God..
oh come on weiwei.. when will u wake up ur idea?? look at ur life now.. in which way ur purpose and destiny is set upon??
ohh yes i screwed up my trip 2 bangkok.. im not goin more.. i always realized tt the more i craved 2 go 4 a holidae 2 destress myself.. the more i hav 2 face the prob and overcome it.. so im goin nowhere.. im stayin in singapore.. despite repeated temptations onto checkin out destinations 2 travel elsewhere.. i feel tt i should jus stay in singapore.. mayb i'll go pulau ubin 4 a bike ride.. or mayb sentosa lying by the beach.. (bleah.. tt's alot of ppl too.. u cant get peace and quiet there.. can u??) or mayb to.. i dunno.. or mayb jus 2 eat at sakae sushi 2 destress my own?? i tink tt's the best idea.. lolzz
then nxt thing i noe is tt yesterdae SIT tutorial was rather screwed.. we went in the class and teacher announced, "this tut is 4 u 2 ask qns.. if u hav no qns u can leave the place now.." so all of us started 2 rack of qns we dunno but the fact is tt we dun go lect and we dunno wat 2 ask~~!! so after askin a few aimless qns for abt 15min.. all of us left the class.. and the teacher naturally goes pek check again.. this goes 2 show tt he probably gave up on our class already.. (well other classes ask qns for 1 and a half hr!! so we ar realli hopeless in his eyes..) therefore i told my grp mates, "hey we musn't fail SIT.. dun let him despise us!!"
argghhh.. and building fund.. spend so much until i failed 2 control my finances until the firstfruit weekend.. could hav more $$ 2 giv so tt nxt mth no need 2 giv so much.. and this wk mus put my finances into discipline liaoz.. no more lavish treats.. jus the main borin meals and tt's it!! until when the sept portion is cleared then back 2 leisure spendin again.. muahahaha.. already thinkin of things 2 buy at the back of mind.. (ohh stupid mind!! u hav better things 2 tink rite??)
alrite despite things ar screwed up in this way.. im still happi wif the way i am.. no worries..
wEiwEi|11:39 PM
