Monday, August 29, 2005
SuPp0sEd t0 MuG
yes coz this wk is my study wk.. im supposed 2 stay at home and mug and mug until exam arrives.. but i cant get myself 2 do it..
the whole dae i was sleepin.. readin God's word.. prayer.. computer.. and slp again.. and i realli appreciate the time i slp.. lolzz.. it gives me a great sense of satisfaction.. some of u might raise an eyebrow and tot wEiwEi is talkin trash.. but u wont noe it unless u try it.. lolzz..
until xin hong came and gave my bro tuition.. i was "forced" 2 study by the circumstances.. (coz i cannot disturb them by blastin my music out loud while xin hong and my bro is so into doin their work..) and while i was sortin out my notes some topics were missing and gone.. and it was terrible.. so ive decided 2 study wat i hav 1st..
and i studied for 45min liaoz i went 2 eat dinner.. and i took 1 hr for my dinner break.. "man".. i tot.. "how terrible i am.." and i went in my room again 2 mug again.. this time hav more energy 2 study coz i hav eaten liaoz mahz.. but again after 45min i lost concentration again..
i noe i verii cham.. so i went out back 2 my com and tok 2 willy.. i ask him how 2 b motivated 2 study?? he gave me an awesome ans..
"hav visions of wat grades u wan 2 achieve at the end of this sem"
immediately my mind goes "woww".. yes i wan 2 achieve gd grades 4 this sem coz last sem was a disaster in terms of my grades.. i got onli 1 B and the rest of the subjects ar Cs and Ds.. throughout this sem i keep tellin myself 2 push up tt stupid GPA once again.. but now it seems i lost the vision..
i wan 2 get back the vision again.. i repent wat i hav done 2dae..
wEiwEi|9:50 PM
