Friday, August 05, 2005
SiNcE wAy BaCk tHeN
i rem the happiest daes tt i hav is realli sec sch daes... i was soaked in a fun atmosphere where i always dun tink of tomolo and my friendz were like the world 2 me.. and at tt time i didnt noe wat it meant by "the weight of the world" and "responsilbility"..
ahhh.. how time flies.. im already 19 this yr.. i hav already left my sec sch for 3 yrs..
at 17 when i jus left sch i didnt noe wat is like 2 work.. i rem when i was workin for my 1st job i was always playin ard not takin work seriously.. as a result i always got rebuked by my supervisors..
and all i cared tt time was 2 get more $$ so tt i could spend more stuff for myself.. as a result i work and work like a bull..
but everythin changed when i came 2 noe God..
i knew wat it meant by God callin me and sendin me 2 the world.. slowly and steadily i began 2 b more and more involved like ministry and fellowship.. 1 dae i finally knew tt God wans us 2 lengthen our chords and stretch my capacity.. and from tt on things made a big turn..
now i started 2 work.. and wif mani mani projects.. without God.. i'll probably b dead rite now.. or rather i'll probably fail some of my subjects rite now.. but most of the time i felt like a dead zombie.. yet there is this inner strength within me tt keeps me goin on.. whenever im doin projects.. workin.. goin 2 church.. i dun feel tired.. but when i went home and rest.. i knew tt how much tt i actualli go thru the dae.. it was so heavy tt i need at least 10++ hrs of slp 2 recuperate.. but God is my source of strength and my portion.. His grace is always sufficient 4 me..
if i were 2 noe in sec sch tt few yrs down the road i would b goin thru all these.. i would hav probably backed out and stay away from the churches.. but i thank God tt all these happens 4 God's cause!!
wEiwEi|11:07 PM
