Friday, July 15, 2005
iN tHe EnD
finally a rainbow emerge at the end of my troubles..
indeed 4 the last few daes i've been struggling wif my emotions and thoughts.. i keep thinkin tt i am stuck in a rut not movin anywhere.. and im real desparate 2 move up wif my life.. i tried lots of ways.. but it didn't come 2 pass..
and im tired.. i came b4 God and confess b4 Him.. i told Him tt i realli need a breakthru and im realli pourin my heart out 2 seek Him desparately.. finally after some time i calmed down in my heart.. i heard Him sae, "read the bible.."
and i took the bible and read.. when i read abt it apostle paul remind us tt "God is faithful.." immediately i rem the secret weapon of my life.. the race of faith.. the passion of "nv-say-die.." and i prayed again, "God.. You will provide.."
at tt moment i felt realli stuck into nowhere.. i even panic.. its so bad when the Holy Spirit didn't move my life.. i thank God tt im in Hos sanctuary where im protected against the arrows of the devil.. or else things will b realli chaotic if im out of God's protection... the hand of the LORD covered me so tightly.. it mus b a bloody battle out in the world..
so the rainbow appeared at the final dae of my holidaes.. i thank God the convenant was once again reminded in my life: "where seedtime and harvest.. day and night.. cold and heat.. winter and summer.. shall not cease.."
wEiwEi|10:54 PM
