Thursday, June 02, 2005
wHeN iT's CrAsHiNg d0wN..
yesterdae i had a drainin dae.. and tt's followed by POS.. and when im back home im told 2 reach out by my cgl.. this noon i receive a sms from my IC tellin me 2 set the papers.. indeed it's realli unbelievable tt i did not break down and fall sick in the midst of all these..
but thank God tt my cgl knew wat was goin on and told me 2 do the best as i can and she also tell me 2 make use of the time effectively 2 reach out... indeed talkin 2 friendz and spendin time wif them requires time but she told me tt in everywhere i go im supposed 2 touch their hearts and lives..
and when she sae tt i tot i could not take it anymore.. so after tt i went 2 slp.. this mornin i woke up and pray as usual.. but when i got out of the hse im still verii worried abt my plans 2 reach out... suddenly i tot of my cg members.. i tot of alan.. then willy.. this 2 beloved bros of mine sticked thru thin and thick wif me.. and also tommy and ben.. my 2 beloved young bros who ar lookin upon me.. and then sam.. brian.. and most imptly my mentor daryl.. who always put hope and hoped the best 4 me 2 mature and prosper in my spirtual walk.. when i rem all these ppl i suddenly felt tt they were all lookin at me on how i run this race.. i could also sense tt they ar encouragin me 2 fight.. and 2 go thru all these things..
and when i tink of them.. immediately i tot of Jesus who promised 2 b by my side when times get tough.. and suddenly the inner me is strengthened.. and my tots ar finally cleared.. there's onli one way out.. fight for the faith..
so after tt then i received the sms from my ministry IC.. but the work did not put me down but it led me 2 tink on how could i help these children via tuition.. i pray tt this time i could go into another level 2 reach out 2 the children..
wEiwEi|3:36 PM
