Friday, June 10, 2005
eMeRgE c0nFeReNcE III
this yr the emerge conference i was onli able 2 attend the nite session.. but it was still gd aniwae..
throughout the 3 nites of conference my mind was realli quite distracted by the things ard me.. i feel tt my mind's gettin crazy again.. btu whenever i tot abt it i came 2 a pt tt i will rationalise.. 4 the LORD says, "fear not! i am wif u always," still.. i hav a desire 2 b filled wif the presence of God..
4get abt the POS.. the talentime.. and all the events tt were held at emerge.. coz wat stood out of the conference is the presence of God... pastor kong preached on the 1st nite tt we should hav spiritual hunger within us and it mus not cease.. and when he sae tt i checked myself.. wat is the level of hunger compared 2 last yr?? it was so diff.. i am too complacent..
but still God gave me more.. He ask me, "how mani encounters do u hav wif Me??" i sae, "2.. 1 at home and 1 at cg prayer meetin b4 the actual meetin starts.." and i began 2 crave 4 it.. i wan more.. more and more... i do not wan 2 lose the fire and b an avg nice christian and while doin my ministry w/o bein filled wif the aniontin..
and 2 do so.. pastor preach tt we mus die, so tt Christ lives in us.. last nite i died.. now i live wif Christ in me..
wEiwEi|2:45 PM
