Friday, June 17, 2005
DeEp d0wN i n0e..
2dae i kept unusually quiet in class.. not sae im depressed or somethin.. but when i noe deep down tt God is wif me.. He tends 2 shut up my mouth coz He noes tt my mouth doesn't noe how 2 speak well.. so therefore in the whole entire tutorial session i spoke and ask onli a few things.. other than tt i did not realli crack any jokes or chat ard wif my project grp mates..
but God showed me alot of circumstances tt i will face.. firstly u got ppl gossipin.. then u got ppl harboring bitterness and anger all the time.. and some they would fear 2 step over into the rhema of faith and believe.. all these bad habits and thinkin tt the world possess will b mountains over my life tt prevents me 2 reach out 2 the lost and bring salvation.. but all is not lost.. my decision 2 run the race of faith was made quite some time ago and i will nv back out.. the loser will quit.. but those who wans 2 win will always run 2 the verii end..
and when i alighted the bus walkin back home.. i suddenly lifted my head and felt a strong presence of God.. my heart cried out, "the LORD God of heavens!! the God of hope, love and faith.. He is here!!" 4 tt moment i am totally speechless.. i didnt noe wat 2 do..
so when i reached back home i tot tt i would take a nap 1st.. but as usual i cant slp.. so i decided 2 finish watchin the bible on VCD which features abraham.. i realised tt throughout the whole show.. abraham kept confessin tt "God will provide.." when he sent away ishmael into a vast desert.. he believe God will provide.. when he was abt 2 sacrifice issac he told issac tt God will provide.. no wonder he is the father of our faith.. becoz he noes tt in every situation.. God will provide.. and in modern daes a solution tt God will provide...
well God will provide strength and wisdom tomolo at ministry and cg.. amen
wEiwEi|6:26 PM
