Thursday, May 19, 2005
TaKe A BrEatHeR..
the past few nites i've been reachin home late.. its such a tiring job 2 reach home late..
sometimes i need 2 feel human.. after all it isn't realli gd 2 stay home late.. i tot i'd rush 2 trainin after work but firstli it rained so heavily and secondly i realli need 2 rest.. tt's y i sae i need 2 feel human.. i need 2 rest..
ok mayb im too "jonah".. keep on runnin away.. lolzz... but aniwae i'll jus imitate him.. aniwae it's not like im not returnin.. i will come back of where i left off..
ok now wat im gonna do? besides bloggin and bloggin and blog some more and blog even more.. i tot i would like 2 rest 1 more dae.. aniwae sch startin soon.. if dun rest now later when sch starts i onli hav little or no time 2 rest from all the stuff i had.. aniwae when the timetable came out 2dae i feel so disgusted.. tues is my POS in 2 wks time and lessons end at 6pm.. my God.. im gonna rush down by cab most probably.. and furthermore it's a tutorial.. im gonna hav a tough time liaoz..
i jus pray all would go well on POS.. the race of faith on the POS mus b wif completion.. if i trained all tt long and wif all the efforts i had.. i'll b the world's no 1 idiot if i sae, "i cannot go.." i'll jus pray tt i would b able 2 make it via cab.. hope tt i could enter at least into the audi and get on stage!! tt's all i wan.. not 2 demandin isn't it??
the sight of the timetable still scares me.. the shock truth of our class is splitted devastates me.. but i knew tt all things ar under the control of God's hands.. surely He had somethin in His mind 4 me..
wEiwEi|10:57 PM
