Tuesday, May 10, 2005
FrUsTrAtInG
im supposed 2 go 4 ps phil pringle conference 2dae.. but becoz im held back by my mother's dae dinner and i ended up spendin the nite at a vegetarian restaurant..
it's realli a dae of frustration.. i could not get things rite.. first u got a borin dinner earlier on.. secondly its rainin and i cannot go play bball.. thirdly u hav nothin 2 do at home.. but still i continue 2 write my book on my life wif God... but w/o the inspiration of the Holy Spirit i could not write a gd one..
and y 2dae's dinner is borin?? y 2 b honest.. everytime our family get 2gether 4 a dinner it's always borin.. coz at the dinner table.. the main topic would b appraisin the restaurant food they hav eaten.. they would either sae this is nice.. this is not nice.. blah blah blah.. 4 me i dun care so much.. all i noe is the food as long as it's edible and does not produce any uncanny smells or feelings it is acceptable to enter my mouthn 4 digestion..
either tt.. or the whole family would b so engrossed in eatin and nv tok at all.. and therefore the family dinner = family come 2gether eat. period. nobody toks abt each other.. and instead of food i could hav gained spirtual nourishment wif ps phil.. but my dad came home yesterdae and mother's dae hasn't been celebrated.. so bo bian.. i hav 2 honor my parents.. but how i wish im in church rite now!!
well thank God tomolo i'll b goin 4 the conference liaoz..
wEiwEi|9:19 PM
