Monday, May 30, 2005
c0nSpIrAcY
im so tired rite now.. i was thinkin too much..
i rem daryl once told me tt sis est went 2 the bible sch and when ps mike connell was preachin, he suddenly sae, "i can sense tt in this room some of u conspired 2 kill me.." the bible sch students were shocked.. how could this be?? the bible sch students need 2 b spiritually filled 2 b qualified as a student.. but when pastor sae tt it seems unbelievable..
but it's not surprising.. becoz the bible sch students ar still of flesh and blood.. they sometime may harbor bitterness and hatred.. however the bible sch students did not hav the slightest intention 2 do so but the seed may grow 2 become a desire and it may cause unrest.. therefore deliverance needs 2 b taken place in such times..
as i was a train on the way home.. i was thinkin tt y am i so bias against ceratin ppl?? those ppl tot tt i hav attitude prob.. but to the others im an angel and a gd friend and an encourager.. how come to these ppl tt i will pose a harsh and rough manner 2 them?? i reflected on myself and indeed there was a little bitterness and bias attitudes.. i can love all my other friendz.. but 2 these certain grp of ppl i jus cant show my love.. i dunno y im holdin back myself so harshly.. wat shall i do??
hatred can indeed kill, steal and destroy.. im jus thankful tt i did not water this evil seed.. i realli do not wan 2 go back 2 my old ways where i hate ppl and relationships ar totally smashed and broken..
wEiwEi|11:39 PM
