Friday, April 29, 2005
WaT I fEeL AbT cG MuLtIpLiCaTi0n
yes and tomolo i will noe my new cg members.. and also i will noe who will not b in the same cg as me...
it was a great past yr 4 me wif the cg.. though we multiplied last yr but due 2 not enuff leaders both cgs were still taken by esther.. now in this new and bigger zone there ar more leaders and also esther has a heavy workload and therefore she might onli take 1 cg and giv away another..
been thinkin abt this matter abt the past few nites.. who will stay?? who will go?? who will b our new cgl??
here ar the ppl who i cannot bear 2 part:
angie - my inseparable friendz. period. she had been wif me 4 the past 1 yr plus and im grateful 4 her leadin me 2 Christ.. though we've been ups and downs.. quarrels and shouts we still managed 2 maintain a positive relationship and truly she has been an inspiration in the cg and my life as she has been a livin testi 2 the others.. seein her go its jus like no more inspiration.. and it'll b quite sad 2 me too..
daryl - the leader over my life.. has been counseling and talkin 2 me whenever i hav diff problems.. despite tt there ar a few times i hav frustrations over him and him over me.. he is still a man of great honor and there ar always certain things he could pinpoint me 2 improve and advices tt were given 2 him were more than jus gd.. seein him go would make me a lose a wonderful counsellor besides Jesus Christ in my life.. and he is a great man of God who truly deserves respect..
alan - the older pal in cg.. we had lots of talks and conversations 2gether and he is always there listenin 2 wat i hav 2 sae and always so encouragin.. furthermore we serve in the same ministry.. if he goes we will still able 2 meet on sat mornings.. but we will not able 2 fellowship as much.. and the bondin between the both of us may cease over a period of time where its jus gettin started and growin strong now..
tommy - the younger pal of my cg and the younger bro of angie.. though he's jus somewhat a baby christian we ar always stickin 2gether.. in other words he is 1 of my clique in cg and we ar always steady in our words and actions.. when he goes i would not hav such a close companion 2 play bball.. and also will miss the time when we basically fool ard and gettin ever so steady 2gether...
and also willy and benjamin.. though we hav nothin much in common but we also communicate well and will miss their presence when they ar gone.. truly these ppl i treasure in my life.. how nice it would b if the above ppl i mentioned were wif me.. but i noe the plan has already been decided and its rather useless if i pray now..
oh well.. it will b a long nite.. but im not tryin 2 think of it as im tryin 2 focus on ministry 1st tomolo..
wEiwEi|11:05 PM
