Tuesday, April 05, 2005
mY s0uL GrIeFs..
when i was playin bball this mornin.. i actualli tot of somethin..
truly i noe the fact tt there is no way im goin 2 step into the competition arena 2 play bball again.. God had already established my path 4 success and the path does not include my bball game.. coz i realized tt if i wan 2 play 4 a outside team.. i've gotta sacrifice everythin includin ministry, cg and service.. and i dun tink is worth it!! wat's the pt of toilin oneself all dae and nite.. and win a persihable trophy tt cannot b brought 2 heaven?? and the legacy and glory is onli there went u lift the trophy up high 2 the others.. when u put down the trophy.. no one will rem u..
and so i jus cried in my heart.. all tt i worked hard 4 the past 5 yrs mayb gone 2 waste.. all tt i trained.. all tt i endured.. all the pains and all the tough times.. mayb wash into the drain.. sometimes wat i could onli do is jus passin by the various bball courts and jus watch the ppl play at a quick glance.. coz most of the time i will b alone doin the drills all by myself.. my sec sch friendz hav their own commitments.. my cg ppl not onli hav their commitments and most of them ar unfamiliar wif the game..
but i thank God tt there is a unperishable crown and trophy 4 me.. i noe tt though i go thru these tough times.. there will always b hope.. and i pray tt God would send someone who is gd in bball 2 b saved and integrated in our cg so tt wat i hav trained all these yrs will not gone down 2 waste..
after all.. bball is not everythin i had in my life.. though it's somethin impt i hav i would jus giv it 2 God aniwae..
wEiwEi|11:47 PM
