Friday, March 18, 2005
iN a MeSs..
rite.. mr weiwei screwed up his life..
initially i started the yr wif a 3-pronged resolutions.. tt all 3 goals succeed either 2gether or stimultaneously.. but it seems tt in the recent.. these 3 goals ar fadin away..
in case u dunno.. the 1st goal is myministry where i tend 2 focus on it and excel in it.. didn't realli hope 2 rise up as a leader or and i/c or somethin.. i jus wan 2 develop a greater chemistry and bondin wif the kinds and also b more focused and committed in it.. but recently becoz of benny hinn's crusade and also 3 weeks ago i was helpin out at other classes.. i jus felt tt wat i strived 2 accomplish 4 the past few mths is fadin away jus like tt.. coz 2 wks ago though i was teachin.. i jus felt tt the kids weren't the same as b4.. i jus felt they were at a distant from me..
the nxt is my studies.. i hope 2 go from glory 2 glory in my studies.. and i did.. but the prob is: i cant concentrate 2 study on my revision~~! so mani things ar abt 2 happen in church.. last week is benny hinn.. this week sy rogers.. nxt week's easter~!! and also children's day easter.. y does the healing crusade and easter clash wif my studies?? (aniwae i also dunno y easter falls on mar this yr.. if anyone noe kindly tagg 4 me thanks..) and this sem all my subjects ar PBL.. i hav lovely grp mates.. but the resources i hav from them were not exactly complete.. but i thank of wat i hav.. and i thank God 4 the coursework grades coz 4 the 1st time in my life i got 3 Bs 4 coursework.. lolzz.. but there's still exams.. i jus pray tt the exams wont pull my grades down..
last but not least is entrepreneur company I-creation.. initially i hope 4 deals 2 come in.. and it did.. my ministry i/c wans a IT script 4 his friendz education centre.. so i gathered the details and ask my manager abt it.. and my manager saes tt she wans 2 tok 2 my i/c so i gave her the phone no.. now the prob lies on my manager didn't call my i/c~!! so i told her tt we could not lose this customer.. but until now there's no news abt the progress of the deal.. and i was beginnin 2 doubt whether my manager is interested in makin $$ anot..
well i jus pray tt all these potential worries will NOT come 2 pass.. help me pray too yeah??
wEiwEi|10:55 PM
