Tuesday, March 08, 2005
At LaSt..
after 4 daes of hangin out till late nite.. im finally back at home b4 10pm..
on fri i had transport.. sat is my cousin's party and sun and mon were choir practices 4 the healing crusade this fri and sat.. i totally dun hav time and everythin is so rush.. spirtually it was a low 4 me too.. i've been haunted by some ugly dreams i dreamt and it's like a scar mentally on my mind.. but after prayers and worship i felt a little better.. but 2 all my christian friendz... pls pray 4 me 4 this deliverance of bad dreams.. it had realli affected me so badly as at 1 pt i tot of leaving this earth 4 gd.. but dun worry.. i've made up my mind tt tt's not gonna happen..
and also 2dae i finally had some relaxation wi fmy my friendz.. we went 2 watch "hitch" and it seems tt my other friendz were laughin but i dun seem 2 realli enjoy.. jus tot tt it was so-so.. i would giv 6.5/10 4 this movie.. and after this movie we jus went home..
and rite now im home realli wan 2 catch up wif God.. i jus wished tt i would hav more time 4 me 2 realli reflect of wat i hav done 4 the past mths and also pray over certain decisions tt wre not made up.. rite now i jus noe tt there ar so mani things packed 4 me waitin 2 do.. the time will come when i hav 2 do these things.. but i jus pray tt when the time comes.. i would hav the guidance and wisdom over those issues.. and i also pray tt everythin will go well when i commit my everythin into God's hands..
it may seems things ar crashin.. but tt faith mus go on..
wEiwEi|10:45 PM
