Sunday, February 20, 2005
ThE WeEkEnD Tt PaSsEd...
it was a wonderful weekend.. full of the understanding and wisdom of God..
after kelly services attachment.. i decided to hang ard in tampines area b4 headin down 2 cell grp at orchard... i mus sae i realli miss my ministry.. 1 week not goin there is like missin somethin realli realli i liked.. and so i took my time 2 jus look at the bball shoes and also at the same time study 4 my bible studies quiz..
i mus sae it was quite a coincidence 2 hav met peter and yuan sheng at orchard.. and they were also bearin the same motive as me - search 4 a bball shoe.. lolzz.. but i wasn't able 2 hang out verii long wif them.. so after hanging ard wif them 4 abt 20min.. i immediately rushed down 2 daryl's hse..
sat msg was realli wonderful.. i was prayin abt somethin tt kept me quite frustrated and undecided.. but sat's msg was abt finishing the race tt God laid 4 us.. immediately i relived tt time where i ran 4 my sec sch's cross country race.. and sis esther told us tt, "it's not abt winnin the race.. but how u run it.." again i tot of the time where i paid any price jus 2 get into the top 20 of the B boys category.. and i did.. i succeeded.. and suddenly i jus felt God spoke 2 me and sae, "u determined, u thrived, u persisted, and u got ur 11th place.. now it's the same as this.. stay on.. and fight the fight of faith.." and wif tt.. i jus stood up.. and i decided 2 stay on.. and continue 2 fight 2 the road of victory..
and 2dae at church.. it was another great msg.. pastor preached abt how God will mould our lives.. again God reminded me tt the road is tough.. but jus hang on.. my visions and dreams will come 2 pass.. and i noe tt He will come thru 4 me.. and after service when i jus reflected on wat tt hav happended.. i am so convicted.. tt no matter how things ar bad.. i jus hav 2 stay on and fight.. even when im tattered and torn.. battered and broken.. as long as my breath lives.. tt fight of faith mus go on..
well besides tt.. i've got myself finally a new pair of bball shoe and a new leather bball.. hahaha.. i am so happi tt i could finally go play bball again (coz i threw away my shoes since they were quite distorted and also the ball had worned out..) back 2 the bball competitive arenas?? i do not noe.. i would jus let God decide 4 me..
well im finally able 2 smile again..
wEiwEi|11:07 PM
