Friday, February 25, 2005
d0wN.. bUt n0t 0uT...
it's been a wild week.. and im so emotionally drained..
and i feel so lost.. (2 b honest.. i cant blog my true feelings here coz firstly this blogg is public.. secondly i also do not wan 2 sae any bad stuffs abt those who ar watchin it.. well onli some of them lahz..)
and furthermore the show mus go on.. the race mus b finished.. no matter how mani times i feel tired.. pain.. agonised.. torturous (dunno got such word anot..) there is somethin at the back of my head keep remindin me, "keep on goin.. I am always wif u.." this is the onli rhema Word tt is pushin this dead flesh and blood 2 fight tt fight of faith.. though i do noe when this combat end.. i jus wished tt it would b earlier..
hmm.. it seems tt not mani ppl dunno wat am i fighting for.. oh well.. jus noe this.. mr weiwei is now fightin 4 a peaceful settlement. period. im jus longing 4 the dae where i can finally spend my own conducive time all by myself.. catchin up wif God.. and also wif my bball.. btw this mornin i went 4 my own practice training again and things got better.. im finally able 2 make shots from my gd looks at the basket and also the legs and hands were moving faster than a few daes ago when i train.. so little by little im pickin my bball again.. which is rather a gd sign...
well tt's it.. rite now im lookin 4ward 2 my ministry tomolo.. it'll be a great time wif the kids..
wEiwEi|9:43 PM